Jumbled Thoughts.

It's been what seemed to have a been a long eventful year . Yet somehow , time still feels as though its flying way too fast for me. I'm still reluctant to believe that its already 2007. Being a new year and all , although its just another day , its rather normal for people to re-cap what they have done the whole year , the experiences they've had and memories they've shared.



2006 has been nothing less than a year of growth , a year where multiple misfortunes have happened and lessons were learnt from it . One of which , is to cherish all those little things that I still have. I know it sounds abit cheesy , but really what you have might in fact just disappear with a snap of an eye . Just like that , without any warning whatsoever. Realizing that I've learnt to cherish everyone around me especially a particular redhead out there , regardless of how I may verbally abuse them sometimes *cough* you'll know that I actually hold you guys deep in my heart.

When I looked back, to the memories and experiences I've shared with couple of people. I realized, that actually my life is not as bad as I sometimes feel that it is. It's actually quite wonderful once I look back at it. All the little moments that were forgotten. It funny how , pain and misery tends to last longer in our memory as opposed to these happy moments. Ironic how one painful moment could haunt us for a lifetime , yet we tend to overlook the great moments that we have. I think that's the fundamental flaw in most of us.


As of another matter , throughout this year I've realized how people who used to be the closest of friends , people who knew everything about each other .. Now barely know anything about each other , how they barely even talk. Its funny how they drift away from the circle. Though sometimes its sad that it has to be this way , but we cant honestly say we didn't see it coming. Whatever your road maybe my friend , I won't wish you all the best not because Im an asshole but because we know that never happens. Every year we go through a certain amount of shit and from this shit we gather knowledge and growth . So I wish for you to have the strength and the courage to crawl out the shit pile without smelling horribly nauseating.

Lets see what we can make best out of this year around.

Cheers.


Man , thats one jumbled up entry.